February 2010
28 posts
Being Invisible
My life is really starting to suck… Not because it sucks, but because I think it sucks.
I am invisible. The “I” part of me is completely out of sight but totally in my mind. And what sucks about this is that I know how to make it visible, but I can’t do that.
Boys fuck me up. That’s the truth, and I couldn’t tell it any differently. I believe I am a black hole...
January 2010
200 posts
So Do You Just Not Wanna Talk To Me Or What?
Please, tell me now. I really don’t want to waste my time.
I’m hating my niceness more and more every time you do this to me.
Ich vermiss Dich
Mein Liebling, lost in a faraway land. Komm her, bitte. Zu mier kommt.
I don't want to hang out with you on Sunday
because I know you will bail on me.
I just know it.
Well
I’ve seen more than my mind really wanted to tonight.
I’m quite frightened of what my dreams might do with this information…
Make me feel safe.
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Do you believe in life after death?
I do not believe we die at all.
What makes you so special?
I Feel Like He Thinks I'm Lying
I know it probably shouldn;t matter to me. It just…
I told him my biggest flaw. I gave to him my vulnerability. I have only been talking to him for less than a week… I am terrified.
There is so much fear bouncing off the walls of my brain right now that it hurts. I texted him again.
I said, “And please, let’s keep this between us. Elizabeth knows, but my family uses it...
14419.) when were texting each other, i always...
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Uhm… WOW
If I Continue To Be Myself... Okay... This Is...
Had no idea that I could do that. :)
Perhaps, I am worth more than just a couple days of conversation
I know I'm just a big baby
But I’m scared to death.
I swear to God I heard humming coming from the bathroom upstairs while I was in the kitchen. I heard things moving and it couldn’t have been my dog because he was right next to me and my cat was sleeping my bed. I’m really scared now, guys. I hate my childishness. Please call me now. Please.
“Friday, January 22, 2010
public
Hi all,
I have graded your assignment for...”
– My bias, self-absorbed Psychology instructor.
Crying Over Not Knowing What To DO With One's Self
Is pitiful.
May I please please please just die now? Please?
My "Off Switch"
Yeah.
I’m gonna go ahead a keep quiet about this one.
The last word: I am a goofball.
What Am I Supposed To DO
Sunday, January 17th, around noon he IMs me on MySpace. I reply. The conversation is hot. We’re learning so much about one another and all of it thus far is in agreement. There is one thing we differ in: he prefers science non-fiction over science-fiction. Good day.
Tuesday, January 18th, 3 a.m. the conversation ends and begins again the next evening. There is a comment made about a...
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If you could ask Barack Obama one question what would it be?
What is taking you so long?
What makes you so special?
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If you had to perform at the circus, what trick would you do?
I’d catch a speeding bullet… But it can only be cool once. :)
Ask me anything
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If you could have the starring role in one movie what would it be?
My own.
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If you could date any celebrity, who would it be?
No thank you.
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What was the best concert you went to?
Probably TOC with A7X, Atreyu, BTF, and all those japanese bands.
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Who’s the coolest person you know?
Not a single “cool” person in this world.
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If you had to give up one favorite food, what would the most difficult?
I haven’t a care in the world.
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If you could instantly become fluent in another language, which language would you pick?
Ancient Hebrew and/or ancient Greek.
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Do you believe in luck?
Not a chance in Hell.
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What household chore do hate to do the most?
Put up with my bitchy mother.
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